I've been feeling so aimless recently, not towards what I wanna do in the future but more towards what the fuck am I doing right now. "Finding myself" that's what I like to call it...but where do I even begin. When the sun goes down and all you do is twist & turn in bed feeling restless and empty but there's nothing you can do about it. It sucks big time and that emptiness is killing me. From experience I know better than to not fill that empty spot of mine with temporary happiness but then again, define what's permanent.
"You can be lonely even when you are loved by many, since you are still nobody's one and only."
This quote is as relevant as it can get but my point isn't to find a significant other to fill the emptiness in me but to find significance in myself to make myself feel whole again. And as usual, everything takes time. Taking time means that it's a process and a process requires a shit ton of emotional, mental & physical drainage. Ecstatic.