I never actually stopped to realize how many people actually cared about me. It took losing someone dear to me to realize that a lot of people actually have my back and I felt so grateful yet sad at the same time. 

I'm sad at the fact that I don't think I was ever there for them as much as they were for me. I don't think I've ever felt so loved by the people around me.  I guess in a way the break up was a blessing in disguise.

I sincerely apologize for the mistakes I've made and thank you for standing by me.